I am woman, I am amazing, I am tired!

I won't even start with the amount of brain cells I have wasted trying to get this freak'n site up . . . the filing system in my head does not have enough space to comprehend crap like this and create!  I deserve a king-size "A" with a gold star and a plaque!  The problem is, I seem to be the only one who thinks so!  I am thoroughly and mentally exhausted!   You need to understand, I am not a woman who spends a lot of time thinking.  I am more of a jump in then learn to swim kind of girl.  Smoke literally came out of my head while I spent two weeks obsessing over what type of site I was going to re-build and then two more weeks trying to build the site (in between crying and thinking I can't do this).  I could have paid someone to build the site for me, but noooooo... I am too cheap, I could have bought a template and we wouldn't be having this conversation, but nooooooooo. . .I had to buy Headway Themes and design it myself from scratch!  I even did some coding (which I always thought was what happens when you die!)  I have learned more in the past month about building web-sites then I have learned in my 50 years being here!  It's time to get back to my studio, which used to be neatly organized before I turned into this person who thinks before she leaps.  My e-mails have piled up, and I think I lost the dog under all of the paperwork, not to mention I haven't designed a damn thing!  I think I need to re-boot (look at me, using computer lingo), go buy me a new filing cabinet, and of course...a pair of shoes!  Even computer geniuses need to look good!